Drops Of Poisonholding onto my feelingsmy pain forced throughi call out to youbut your so far from mei use to hold on to youyou taunted me with loveyou told me it would be fineyou lied...right in my ears you liedright in my heart you liedi truely died insideand the only thing i saw was tearsfor days your voice rein my headand for days i would bleedand for hours i would yell,and scream for the answers why?but i dulled, and the memories slippedwith each drop of poison i drankit never filled my heart up thoughit only filled my head with doubtsof my myselfi never understood whybut i know nowbecause i spat out the drops of poisonand now i knowthat i was dulled down for something betterbetter then i could ever imagine.
look at us nowThe hollow lies bleed from your mouthThey spill on the white walls that buildThey cover the fences with redThe corruption with no remorseThe false hopes of damnationShrivel in the beams of the sunThe foul stench of morning dewHover in the mistWith no toleration no ability to just stopIts clouds minds with glimmers of hope and lustBut in return they reward you with angerAnd it slowly spills on the wallsWith every fake word you say Spilled on the groundWith every fake action you playWe are your puppetsHelps us ruin our livesWe call to youBut all you hear is your greed
smileIs there a way to make you seeIn your stupid little dreamA way to make you smileIts so hard to be seenCan there be a away to defineAll the feelings that you feelWhen your on top of the worldBut still choke down all those pillsIs there any hope anywayJust to make you feel like its okCan you explain to meHow you could feel so lonelyWhen I'm right in front of youCan you tell me why you thinkMaking yourself bleed will make things turn out rightCan you remember whenYou said it felt like you were deadThat it feels so hollow hereAnd there was nothing I could have saidThere is nothing that you can do to make you feel this bad!To just crave away outJust think of all the things you haveMaybe you wont feel so badMaybe you wont feel so goneMaybe you'll just smile…
my darkened roomThey whisper their calm and hurtful wordsAs the rip into my sideI bleed onto the cold pavementIts getting darker in my mindThe homicidal feelingOf the sweet and deadly kissThe horror the horrorThe night…I lay, dark in my roomMy comfort, my wombThe hatred towards something moreAnd nothing to be toldThe clam and solemn feelingAlone, so coldBut the presence of another… I will run awayBut I cant just beI cant just leave, I cant believeThe thickness of the darkIt crept inside this placeIt is always on my mindYou can see it on my faceThe helplessness insideMy tomb, my place to hideIt went inside this roomI am now curious of my doomThe fear fogs the windowsIt hides the reasons whyThe pictures aren't completely filledThe paint smudges the greatnessThe perfect non-blemished smileSo mild, and contempt in lovelinessBut now just a waste of time and talentThe paint blackened and blottedWashed of beautyAs I lay weeping on my pillowAs I lie awake, in my darkened roo
Poor youOh look at you, so beautifulThe wasted youth of the worldBut you kiss your friendAnd its ok to your point of mindJust wait you'll see, a pleaThe youth of disposable teensThey run and yell and screamThey wait for their American sweet dreamDo you see them? Humble in their stupidityAnd we watch them with our smilesSafe in our own insecuritiesAnd then disaster strikesPoor you!And you yell "oh my gosh he doesn't like me!"And "I cant live without him!"A waster of time and spaceA homeless spirit of hell on earthOh! No another disaster hits"he hates me he hates me! Listen I cant do this!A bullet please, place it in my field of dreams!"Such pain and sorrowYou see this thing has grown to aBitter ObsessionPlaced on a pedestal of livingOh how wonderful! A smart thing too.Please don't you see?The foul waste of life you give themIts only the things in your mind you love.Not on true feelings or direct beautyBut Lust!Oh I hate the word and the unbarring meaning of it all.
thoughts...please just listendont walk awayplease just staylisten to what i saydont make it all my faultmy tears... burnwhy do you hurt meand why do i let youhow could this bedont make this be what its notmy live....tainted by youi have another nowu hear me i dont need youim in love.. and this time its not with youjust please understandi hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!