my darkened roomThey whisper their calm and hurtful wordsAs the rip into my sideI bleed onto the cold pavementIts getting darker in my mindThe homicidal feelingOf the sweet and deadly kissThe horror the horrorThe night…I lay, dark in my roomMy comfort, my wombThe hatred towards something moreAnd nothing to be toldThe clam and solemn feelingAlone, so coldBut the presence of another… I will run awayBut I cant just beI cant just leave, I cant believeThe thickness of the darkIt crept inside this placeIt is always on my mindYou can see it on my faceThe helplessness insideMy tomb, my place to hideIt went inside this roomI am now curious of my doomThe fear fogs the windowsIt hides the reasons whyThe pictures aren't completely filledThe paint smudges the greatnessThe perfect non-blemished smileSo mild, and contempt in lovelinessBut now just a waste of time and talentThe paint blackened and blottedWashed of beautyAs I lay weeping on my pillowAs I lie awake, in my darkened roo
Poor youOh look at you, so beautifulThe wasted youth of the worldBut you kiss your friendAnd its ok to your point of mindJust wait you'll see, a pleaThe youth of disposable teensThey run and yell and screamThey wait for their American sweet dreamDo you see them? Humble in their stupidityAnd we watch them with our smilesSafe in our own insecuritiesAnd then disaster strikesPoor you!And you yell "oh my gosh he doesn't like me!"And "I cant live without him!"A waster of time and spaceA homeless spirit of hell on earthOh! No another disaster hits"he hates me he hates me! Listen I cant do this!A bullet please, place it in my field of dreams!"Such pain and sorrowYou see this thing has grown to aBitter ObsessionPlaced on a pedestal of livingOh how wonderful! A smart thing too.Please don't you see?The foul waste of life you give themIts only the things in your mind you love.Not on true feelings or direct beautyBut Lust!Oh I hate the word and the unbarring meaning of it all.
thoughts...please just listendont walk awayplease just staylisten to what i saydont make it all my faultmy tears... burnwhy do you hurt meand why do i let youhow could this bedont make this be what its notmy live....tainted by youi have another nowu hear me i dont need youim in love.. and this time its not with youjust please understandi hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you still far away in the darkshe had a box filled with timetime is all she had, and she wantsits what she needs, its what she haunts wasting away, far away in the darktrying so hard yet missing her markshe clinged to ur hand, for any amount of comfortshe longed for you to give her salvationbut a way out is what she demands far away in the darki see her yelling for healingonly to me her screams reachher body open, longing for killingdo you see her? she loved youshe still loves you, she's trying to find away homebut we all leave her cold, outcast, and alone can you hear her?hear her over her beating heart?she screams out of lonliness and fearshe wants to be there, to be right hereeveryday longing for you to saysay everything, say something, say anythingits a diease and no cureand she crys out to you, to anyone"help me!" she hears you yelling death to heryou wish for her to diehow could
in loving memoryI wish I could have seen youI wish I could have held your handI missed your last and final breathFor which my heart cant accept.I missed so much, we missed so muchYou hardly saw me growBut everything is in the pastJust to let you knowI didn't see your final hourOr many of them before itWhich doesn't mean I don't careBecause I wasn't thereI loved you, I still love youEven though you have passedMy love is forever strongForever it will lastI love you, and I will see you again soon…
that lonely day...Eyes worn thinThe tears of acid, burnThey roll down my blistered cheeksCarving their wayImbedding memories, foul memoriesI wish they would just go awayFall into nothingnessFall into the puddles that stain my clothesStained my mind with the pain and sorrowAbout that lonely day…When everything feel apartWhen everything came crashing downThey fell beyond thoughtBeyond Feeling, beyond any and everythingBut I still placed it close to my heart of goldAs those years passed, my heart,Became a dark, black pit of nothingnessFilled with the pain and regretOf that lonely day…When I lost my most precious thoughtsMy thought of you…
the meeting of 2 strangersa sweet nightmare lifea twisted backround pleaa depressing lifestylea fall of natural beautyshe met him by chancethey talkedhe put her in a tranceshe told him so muchhe did the sameboth obsessed, both to blamea secert filled their heartswho's first to saywho will break, who will fallwho will run when the lose it allthe stars aline on that dayto help these two meetthe gods smiledthe two grew closercloser and closereven closertheir hearts, about to explodewhere will this end, when does it endthey hope it never endsand it never will
hope in anguishThrough my eyesI see a fallen worldBeaten and brokenBloody and rottenThrough my earsI hear a calling worldYelling and screamingGasps and groansThrough my mindI think of a dying worldMorbid and horrificPoison and pollutionPolluting the nationsWith the horrible dreamsAnd evil screams, the evil scams…The world is fallen, calling, and dyingIn front of my eyesBut I have hope in anguish